I like it when you focus on me.

All ASOS and 20 per cent off. 

When I'm all alone You creep into my mind And I pretend it's you by my side

Time off is coming. 12 whole days of no work. That means 12 outfits, properly more, that will need to be worn. Recently I've been itching for something different. Not a shirt or t-shirt or jumpers so when I saw that Asos had kimonos I was itching for one. Although the choice of what I actually wanted got taken out of my hands due to there website malfunctioning on me!! Which has now left me with very little options of the kimonos in my size. I properly would have gone with the snake or the green tartan, They were my favourite. The green tartan as its a classic pattern and the snake skin just because it looks amazing. Problem was that they sold out, seems like my luck has run out recently. So i've either got a daisy or the ditzy print one, more towards the ditzy personally. During my time off I'm going to see hopefully one of the best movies of all time ... Jurassic world. How could you not wanna watch it ?. It was my childhood when I was growing up. Between Jurassic park and Ross from friends, I'd be extremely surprised if there wasn't a large increase of Paleontologists wannabes. I'm also going to bluestone which is a place in West Wales with my family and to say I'm excited is an understatement.They have a waterpark which was one of my deciding factors for going. Can't wait to spend time away from Cardiff. 

And I know I Shouldn't kiss and tell.

After Paying off my iPhone 6 + off this month I can finally look forward to next month and actually having money to spend on new clothes that are not for work but are for everyday. Like non-work clothes. Like Summer clothes, actual summer! Even if I don't get to wear them straight away they will be here waiting for me when I need them. I have a few things in mind that I want/need; dungarees, printed trousers, a coord set, more chinos, a ton of shoes, bracelets, sunglasses... etc. I already have the dungarees which came like 2 months ago and I love them. Makes me feel rather strangely young again. As you can tell from certain things I've picked theres not too much colour except from the two piece. It's not that there wasn't colourful stuff I loved on ASOS I just loved these items more. I am hoping to get my nephew the dungarees(Next) below so we can match. Sad I know. My nephew and my sister are moving back home on Thursday. Living in a house with my immediate family again is going to be rather strange and a little cramped but its going to be amazing at the same time. Seeing my nephew grow up right in front of me and of course teach him how to terrorise the rest of my family. Although I'm going to move out hopefully soon. Its time to take back my independence and my bedroom from the cleaner, mother. enjoy. 

we break our hearts and pretty much everything.

Tomorrow,  approximate 14 hours time I shall have my first ever piercing. Drum roll... my ear. Yes I know; its going to hurt, its going to be crazy and why would I harm my rather dumbo like ears . Not. Seriously I know its not a big deal like at all but I'm excited. It's another thing to accessorise. Left or right ear, I hear you ask, well I'm not sure just yet I'm thinking left ear. Which is the gay ear? I've been asked this rather strange question a lot which is totally a myth, no one ear is gay. They both are. Or do I get both? Maybe I will just choose when I go in. So this means ideas for earrings. I think I've got to wait 6 weeks tho before I get to choose other earrings . Patience is not something I've developed yet.  So these are the earrings that I'm thinking. All either from Asos or Topman.

I remember how I used to feel...at Christmas .

Joy. Excitement. Relief. Now just nothing. My job swallows up pretty much all of that joy. Which is disgusting. Christmas is about spending time with your family, relaxing and just this almost  universal ( grinch taken into consideration) feeling of excitement. 

Presents - Giving presents for me is one of the best parts of christmas. Yet some people get so wound up over it, it must really drain. Buy for people you love. Why buy a billion presents for people you don't even like? It should be enjoyable. It should be easy as you should know the person your buying for. 

Tree- Real all the way. Fake are just that fake. Says it all on the tin.
Decorations - Never too many, It shouldn't be tacky just classical. Gold and red.
Christmas Dinner - Beef and turkey as I couldn't choose between the two.
Christmas Drinks - Bucks fizz and cocktails in the night but more christmas themed cocktails not like summery ones. It's not time for sex on the beach just yet.
Jumpers - The christmas jumper is Essential. All grumpy people should be forced into one.
My one for this year is my work christmas jumper.
Next -Reindeer jumper.

I do however love these ones. 

Topman, 

ASOS

River island 

Anyway who. I hope you all have the christmas you deserve. As work is pretty much my Christmas except for that one beautiful day off. Even then I know have three early starts Boxing day onwards so will be anxious about them . Spare a though for all the retails workers this christmas. Enjoy your Christmas. 

Cause I was filled with poison but blessed with beauty and rage.

Asos SALE !!!!!!
In my desire to have no money in my bank ever I will be buying a lot. I have wanted a Leather jacket and a light Denim jacket for a while but haven't found one that is perfect just yet. Hopefully these will be.

ASOS sale.

The mid season sale is always a great time to grab items that could still be warn for a while with jumpers going away soon and more t-shirts and shirts being essential for the hopefully warmer times ahead. Here is my pick of the best of the ASOS sale, ASOS own brand only. ASOS always has great prints and such a huge range of different styles that there is always something I personally want. The star jumper and leopard print shirt are properly my favourite.

ASOS desires.

It's all monochrome and prints from here on.  I'm really not a joggers person but the concept of skinny joggers is intriguing. enjoy.

Jumpers

Winter is cold. Like freezing cold. Sometimes we don't have to suffer for our fashion loves. Jumpers are  a practical and fashionable way to keep warm. A lot of high street stores have pretty much the same recycled clothes in all of the stores. Cable knit Jumpers. Thats not to say that there not fashionable but I like a lot more variety that what I seem to be getting on the high street.  So I went online and had a look about and here is what I found. Both of the last two river island jumpers I didn't find in-store but online. 

Serge DeNimes Skulls Print Sweatshirt. 

Uniforms for the Dedicated. 

Lazy Oaf Sweatshirt. 

BePriv Watch Sweatshirt.

Reclaimed Vintage At ASOS. 

Hype snakeskin sweatshirt.

Art Disco Aztec Owl Sweatshirt.

River Island Ecru Tapestry Print Sweatshirt. 

River Island Green Tartan Print Swatshirt. 

We get back to my house, your arms, my mouth, now I just stop myself around you

Jacket - Forever 21 mens. Long sleeved t-shirt- ASOS.  Necklace - Topman. Bag- River Island. 

Jeans- River island.  Boots- Republic. 

As you can tell from the photo directly above my boots are destroyed. Not just made to look that way but the heels have been completely ruined however I like that. It shows how much I have worn these shoes and they properly are my favourite pair of footwear. Having bought them 3 years ago now they have lasted really well!!! If republic was still in operation and still sold these boots I would buy like 4 pairs they pretty much go with anything and did not rub or hurt at all when I first bought them. 

The jacket was a brand new buy from forever 21 and i've been dying to wear it. I don't like leather jackets on me so this is kinda, for me anyway, like a biker look. Enjoy TTFN x

I guess I'm the villain

Topman - Green oversized beanie.

 Villian - beck tshirt

Asos- gathered necklace with arrow.

River island- light acid wash two-tone Flynn skinny jeans 

River island - Black distressed military boots.